In a few years' time the things that are making you feel like this will be forgotten about. 

Funny how relationship can make and break you at the same time. Heal and torment, good and bad. We are nearing five. The challenges kept coming in like balls from the pitching machine, and I happen to be a really bad batter. 

Pretty bummed out.. 

Mid weeks

A much needed boost of encouragement for the absence to pay the bills and make ends meet. Oh wednesday, i love love love you too much. 

Through thick and thin, let's adore and endure each other. 

Self-love

I don't have many friends. Acquaintances, yes. Friends, not really. Most people come and go, few stay, fewer stay put and never frizz out.

And sometimes, this makes me sad.

I admit that I do feel conscious about this. And sometimes it makes me bitter thinking about how small my inner circle is. But when I think about the bond that I have built with these limited few, I perk up... and then my heart sinks again because my mind starts badgering me with how "you only have these friends - ha!" After a while, I'll be okay. And then the cycle repeats.

This is not an emo post, nor is it one that teaches you what you should do when things like this happen. It's that once-in-a-while reminder-to-self kind of post. Because I've come to the realisation that at the end of the day, I care too much about how others think to the point that I depend on friends/people to be happy. I simply do not know how to love myself.

-camerafilmroll

(This totally resonates with me.)

July

The importance of common goals and to see eye to eye with.. I am starting to see the need and learning to compromise.. 

The second october

It's a tad late but.. Bali was way beyond mermorizing to be forgotten. I had one hell of a great time with those mountains and you. Thank you for wearing your patience like a mask every single time. Let's climb more mountains together before our legs give up on us.